Oso Sur
Cold, clear night. Stars sharp overhead. Equipment warm from pre-broadcast testing. No anomalies at open.
- 1 Tire Swing Kimya Dawson
- 2 Protector Tourist
- 3 Mexican Wine Fountains of Wayne
- 1 Beware Of The Beautiful Stranger Pete Atkin
- 2 Movie (Never Made) Silver Mt. Zion
- 3 Burma-Shave Tom Waits
- 1 Bright Horses Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
- 2 Prowler Bohren & Der Club of Gore
- 3 Breathe (In the Air) Pink Floyd
- 1 After The Curtain Beirut
- 2 Alone / With You Daughter
- 3 Sparkplug Minuet Mark Mothersbaugh
Block 1 — 23:05
Caller: Yes (Queen of Diamonds — standard) Caller card: Queen of Diamonds — Agitated, worried
She called late in the first block. Voice low, measured — trembling not from fear but from the weight of a choice not yet made.
She asked quietly if Oso had ever watched someone close drift into something radical. Maybe noble, maybe naïve, maybe reckless. She didn’t name the person. She didn’t have to.
Her friend, she said, had been moving toward a seditious circle. Underground meetings. Anti-regime talk. Phrases like bringing back the true real. The Caller had believed in this friend once. Now she was calculating the cost of staying loyal — whether love and self-preservation could survive in the same body at the same time.
She asked for something popular. Something bright. Something she could hide behind. The request played clean over the airwaves, sharp edges buried in the chorus.
She didn’t say whether she’d decided. She didn’t say her name.
Block 2 — 00:00
Caller: Yes (Jack of Spades — standard) Caller card: Jack of Spades — Young, hesitant
A soft voice. Late teens, early twenties. He tested each word before committing to it, like someone checking ice.
He asked if love could survive in silence. There was a person he saw often — at the archive, maybe, or across the university plaza — but they had never spoken. He suspected the feeling was mutual. Or maybe he was constructing something out of nothing. Either way, he was trapped: by fear, by the regime, by the unwritten cultural codes that made openness a liability.
Can you love someone you’ve never met? And if you do — does it matter?
The call ended mid-sentence. A click before a goodbye. Maybe he got spooked. Maybe he’d already said more than he intended. Somewhere out in the dark, he was still listening.
Block 3 — 00:55
Caller: Yes (Ace of Clubs — standard) Caller card: Ace of Clubs — Ambiguous, processed
The voice was filtered. Modulated just enough to strip age and gender. Like a signal that had bounced between too many towers on the way in.
They referenced the running track from Block 1. Not by title — by what it had done. They talked about footsteps. Today, they said, someone followed them through the subterranean tram level at Garrison Street. No badge. No words. Just presence, three steps behind, all the way through.
They didn’t turn around. Didn’t need to.
The song was playing in their earbuds when it happened.
Maybe it was coincidence, they said. A pause. Then: Keep broadcasting. We’re out here.
Click.
No name. No request. But they had chosen to call, and that was not nothing.
Block 4 — 01:50
Caller: Yes (King of Hearts — standard) Caller card: King of Hearts — Elder, resolved
A calm voice. The kind that only comes from having lived through something long enough to name it.
He said the breakup song took him back. To the winter of ‘51. Or maybe ‘81. He didn’t clarify, and Oso didn’t press. There had been a person. A decision. A line he hadn’t crossed. He had spent the decades since wondering if he should have.
Tonight, he said, he had made peace with it. The voice on the broadcast. That specific song. Something had resolved.
Sometimes, he said, we live long enough to know we made the right mistake.
He thanked Oso. Then he signed off — not just from the call, but from something older than the call.
Oso Sur — Personal Notes
Four calls. That is not a quiet night.
The woman with the seditious friend is going to have to choose, and she called this station instead of anyone who could actually help her. That tells me something about the options available to her. I didn’t offer advice. I’m not sure advice was what she wanted.
The kid in love with a stranger: I have no protocol for that. Some distances close on their own. Some don’t. The ones that do usually cost something you weren’t expecting.
The modulated voice was prepared, not scared. There’s a difference. Prepared people have already done the calculus. They’re calling to document, not to ask. I kept the signal going. That seems to be the correct response.
The old man at the end: the ones who call in already resolved are always the ones who did the hard part alone, in some room years ago, without an audience. He just wanted to say it aloud to someone who would hear it. I can do that much.
Dawn came grey and clean. Stars fading in the usual order.
Nothing unusual in the equipment tonight. Coffee pot stayed off.
Phenomena Log
Session Statistics
- Blocks completed
- 4
- Total callers
- 4
- Phenomenon callers
- 0
- Standard callers
- 4
- Calls resolved
- 3
- Calls unresolved
- 1
- Dawn colour
- Unknown
- Veil at close
- Normal